life is kinda funny...

well....today was an overall good day...I found out that this one girl, Nichole Frye, does not hate me...I have always secretly wanted to be her friend..and I always envied her beauty... I'm kinda amazed that she even wants to associate with me.. but, whatever. It would be really cool to be her friend..she seems like a really nice person..someone..like me. Someone that likes vampires and stuff...Anyway...school sucks..I hava crap load of homework I'm supposed to be doing..lol...I have to type up the whole speech thing for Global Studies because Bobby is too god damn lazy to do something for once!!!!...Besides that point of the day, I'm good. I talked to Cyndi today...she wants me to spend the night at her house... I want to..but I'm afraid it's going to get me to smoke again...Her sis, Lidia, is coming to town for Corn Fest!!! BOOFREAKINYAH!!!!!

I am kinda nervous about myself right now... I can't really say why..but I am...I mean..I'm afraid of the conversation(subject) that Jason and Travis had...I don't know what would happen if we were to break up...It was already so close to happening one time, and I wanted to die, to put it nicely...I just...I need to stop thinking about it...that night was Hell, I'd rather not talk about it...It's in the past and I don't want to talk about it...

well...maybe later I'll post...right now I need to work on my report...Peace Yal!!!